今天 Today

这几天没忙什么。。还有三个星期的温书假，都在忙着温习，温习，温习。。

Doing nothing more but revision and prepare for the coming exam ...

也不知道为什么，近来，我这二十岁的身子里仿佛住着八十岁的灵魂。

I don't know why, I am feeling quite weak lately. It's like 20 years old girls living with 80 years old soul inside..

不知道是因为压力大，还是有别的我不知道的烦恼，左边的耳朵怪怪的，听不清除。今天早上头晕，大吐胆汁，食欲不振。。

Don't know whether I have too much pressure or thinking too much recently that my right ears is playing weird, I keep feeling there's pressure in my right ears and can barely hear sounds. This morning was even worse that I woke up with awful strong dizziness and keep throwing out my stomach juice. No appetite at the same time... I know, it is disguising and here I am, sharing these with you guys! :D

手脚没有一刻不冰冷，腰骨常犯疼，头晕和头疼早已经像是我的贴身跟随，没有一天不跟随我！我的娘，你生我的时候到底有没有吃东西噢？？

I have to say, my body is definitely weird. Always feel cold, my backbone is always hurt, dizzy and headache is like my meal, that I almost have everyday! Really mom, what you did when you born me last time?? I am deeply deeply concern...

Vanessa一开始很担心我，因为自己太常喊头晕头痛。一开始她常叫我去看医生，吃药。日子久了，她终于知道我就算吃了药，看了医生，还是老样子。现在我喊头晕头疼的时候，她反倒觉得我是正常，没有头晕才是生病！

I still remember Vanessa used to worry me so much in the beginning. I always tell her that I am dizzy and headache and she kept asking me to visit doctor or take medication. As time goes by, you can see how she get used to it and now, when I say "Vanessa, I am feeling dizzy" and guess what she said? She say, Oh, its normal and I am only sick when I am neither dizzy nor headache...

今早的确病得好重，太辛苦了！我跟Vanessa两人都大开自己玩笑，说我那么常生病，命一定不长。我跟他说，承蒙您贵言，我日子再段，也一定比你长一点！

Oh, especially this morning, it was such an awful day. Me and Vanessa keep joking that we definitely won't live long and I told her that I will definitely live longer than her,no worries! 

她说，要是我快不行的时候，记得在遗书上声明把我的Louis Vuitton包送给她。。。如今的友谊啊，很显然只剩下的并不多啊！哈哈！

And this morning, while I was struggling with my headache and dizziness, what this silly cow actually care was all about my will. She said that before I die, I should make a will and mention that I am giving her my LV bag to her. I swear, friendship nowadays, is all about bags. Faith, trust, friendship.... No NO NO, way too expensive, ain't it? -joking- :D

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With Love 

J.C.

Xoxo